I love you. Truly, madly, deeply, love you. Yes, I know I say it a TON. But I mean it. I can't even liken the things I feel for you, to anything I have ever felt for another person. It's fucking overwhelming. To the point of tears at times, overwhelming. I miss you constantly when…
One of Those Nights
I'm having one of those nights. The kind that I'd never tell you about, and I don't ever really want you to know that I have. I am having one of those nights, the kind that is the reason I take this stupid pill. I'm having the kind of night when I look in the…
Little Red Riding Hood Fell In Love With The Big Bad Wolf
"All the better to see you with my dear..." Your eyes peering at me through those holes in that mask, they tell me a million things. They consume me and undress me with every glance. I told you once that you were a wolf. You chuckled and brushed my comment off. But you proved me…
Let Me Tell You
Let me tell you.... I feel like a kid in a candy store. OMG So. Much. To. Do!!!!! Iiieeeeee! Spinning like a top, I don't know what direction to go first. What do I want to try first? It is totally different being on the bottom than the top. I used to get excited about…
Dichotomy
I am this odd dichotomy of power and control, strong, independent, take no prisoners type of woman who is constantly at odds with this vulnerable, quiet, and perhaps meek woman inside of me. For years I have denied myself, hidden myself. Refused to acknowledge who I was. I have buried and hidden my vulnerabilities from…
Craving
It's late. Far later than I should be awake. Yet here I am, naked in my bed, pondering the existence of the cobweb on my light. Ugh. I can't seem to wind down again. Another sleepless night, another missed workout in the morning. I'm frustrated, but I will never tell you that. I am, and…
Naked Naps and Loving My Lust 