Date Night

"Don't move." "Yes Sir." The only response I can muster up under that piercing gaze. You look me up and down before walking back to the car. I can see you lean in and rifle around the backseat. My skin prickles in response to the neon sign buzzing above me as I wait patiently. Head…

Fucked

I need to get fucked. And not just any kind of fucked Like shoved up against the wall, leg thrown over your shoulder and pummeled fucked. Pounded until I am screaming and the neighbors know your name fucked. Turned into a quivering, wet lil mess fucked. Blankets torn off, ripped out of bed and taken…

Good Enough

Sleep does wonders for one's self. Where I felt useless and terrible last night, I feel significantly better this morning. I am ready to tackle the day. Kick some ass. Be a boss. Get my ass kicked tonight at the gym. I think I am most excited about the gym. I finally signed up with…

One of Those Nights

I'm having one of those nights. The kind that I'd never tell you about, and I don't ever really want you to know that I have. I am having one of those nights, the kind that is the reason I take this stupid pill. I'm having the kind of night when I look in the…

It’s Christmas

I'm going to take a minute and change the tone from all of the gloriously kinky shit I have been writing about. Tomorrow is Christmas. I should be wrapping presents and making cookies right now. Obviously, as you can probably see, I am not doing those things. No, instead I am staring at the empty…

Mess

Do you know what you do to me Sir? Do you? Do you know what a mess I am Because of you? This calm, controlled, strong and powerful woman Reduced to a quivering, dripping mess At the sound of your voice. Shaking, unsure, spinning out of control From a graze of your finger tips. Suddenly…

Let Me Tell You

Let me tell you.... I feel like a kid in a candy store. OMG So. Much. To. Do!!!!! Iiieeeeee! Spinning like a top, I don't know what direction to go first. What do I want to try first? It is totally different being on the bottom than the top. I used to get excited about…

Beg for Me

"Do you know how long I have been wanting to see this?" I gasp and let out a long moan as his friend slide out of me, only to slam himself back in to the hilt. "Do you?" He inquires again, slightly irritated at having to ask twice. "No Sir." I groan. He smiles, that…

Dichotomy

I am this odd dichotomy of power and control, strong, independent, take no prisoners type of woman who is constantly at odds with this vulnerable, quiet, and perhaps meek woman inside of me. For years I have denied myself, hidden myself. Refused to acknowledge who I was. I have buried and hidden my vulnerabilities from…