I just ran across this little quote and it couldn’t be more true to this very moment.

We have had some profoundly deep conversations over the last few days, as we are inclined to do, but one in particular has had me thinking and pondering.

I am still damaged from my last serious relationship. Let’s face it. That was clearly obvious a couple nights ago when I damn near had a catastrophic reaction to just thinking you were upset with me. One because I truly don’t want to upset you. But two, I was afraid of what you might do.

Logically speaking I know you won’t do anything, maybe be irritated or actually angry enough to not talk for a bit if I really fuck something up. But you are not him. You are not going to spend two day berating me and then bring it back up 6 months later.

But in that moment I was so afraid that you were going to be angry.

You actually had to call me to calm me down.

Thank God you can read me.

So as I laid next to you this morning I did. I thanked God that I finally found you. You have become this unflappable force of calmness, safety and security in my life.

And I love you more every day. Just when I think I cannot love you any deeper, I do.

Seeing the absolute peace you were at, asleep in my bed is comforting and right. Waking up to you is more right than anything else I have ever experienced.

I am, right where I am meant to be.

In your arms, listening to the soft whisper of your breathing.

This is where I belong.